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September 13, 2022 by steph
These words are for you. You were made by God, for God. His presence is all around you. He has …
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Category: Death of a spouse, Faith, family, Hope, Jesus, Joy, Lambs, Life after a COVID loss, Love, Making the best of the worst, Marriage, self reflection, Sheep, Shepherd, son, strength, Suffering, Uncategorized
| Tags: Blessed, covid, Fear, God, Grateful, grief, Jesus, Loss, Love, prayer
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September 13, 2022 by steph
It’s Sunday evening Sept 11, I was not able to go to church today, but I did get to watch …
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Category: Death of a spouse, Faith, family, Hope, Jesus, Joy, Lambs, Life after a COVID loss, Love, Making the best of the worst, Marriage, self reflection, Sheep, Shepherd, son, strength, Suffering, Teacher
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February 14, 2022 by steph
You all are going to think I’m crazy, Tony did. He would just shake his head when I told him …
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Category: Death of a spouse, Faith, family, Hope, Joy, Lambs, Life after a COVID loss, Love, Making the best of the worst, Marriage, self reflection, Sheep, Shepherd, son, strength, Suffering
| Tags: Blessed, covid, Fear, God, Grateful, Jesus, Lambs, Loss, Love, prayer, Sheep, Shepherd
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February 4, 2022 by steph
Its February already. The 20th of this month will be 5 months since Tony left home. The emptiness of his …
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Category: Death of a spouse, Faith, family, Hope, Joy, Life after a COVID loss, Love, Making the best of the worst, Marriage, self reflection, son, strength, Suffering, Uncategorized
| Tags: Blessed, covid, Fear, God, Grateful, grief, Jesus, Loss, Love, prayer
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January 18, 2022 by steph
Tony has been gone from home for over 4 months. It seems like he’s been gone forever. I used to …
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Category: Death of a spouse, Faith, family, Hope, Joy, Life after a COVID loss, Love, Making the best of the worst, Marriage, self reflection, son, strength, Suffering, Uncategorized
| Tags: Blessed, covid, Fear, Grateful, grief, Jesus, Joy, Loss, Love, prayer, Suffering
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January 16, 2022 by steph
No matter the time of year Tony’s lawn is meticulously groomed and green. I loved pulling in the drive at …
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Category: Death of a spouse, Faith, family, Hope, Life after a COVID loss, Love, Making the best of the worst, Marriage, self reflection, son, strength, Uncategorized
| Tags: Blessed, family, God, Grateful, grief, Jesus, Lawn Mower, Loss, Love, prayer, son
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January 7, 2022 by steph
I’m lying here on my bed with tear-stained eyes, again, covered with a blanket I ordered myself for Christmas with …
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Category: Death of a spouse, Faith, Hope, Life after a COVID loss, Love, Making the best of the worst, Marriage, self reflection, strength, Uncategorized
| Tags: Fear, God, grace, Jesus, Loss, Love, strength, surrender, tears, weakness
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December 30, 2021 by steph
Oh boy…… What would people think of me if they saw me sitting on the floor of Tony’s closet with …
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Category: Death of a spouse, Faith, Hope, Love, Making the best of the worst, Marriage, self reflection, Uncategorized
| Tags: Angry, Blessed, Death, Faith, Fear, God, Healing, Heart Broken, Hope, Jesus, Life, Love, Patience
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December 28, 2021 by steph
As I sat with Tony day and night, I was in constant prayer. My prayers were for healing, for my …
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Category: Death of a spouse, Faith, Hope, Life after a COVID loss, Love, Making the best of the worst, Marriage, self reflection, Uncategorized
| Tags: Beauty, Glory, Grateful, grief, Heaven, Light, Loss, Love, prayer, Support
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December 28, 2021 by steph
Tony and I lived in NE Washington for 7 years. We were about 95 miles outside of Spokane up close …
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Category: Death of a spouse, Faith, Hope, Life after a COVID loss, Love, Making the best of the worst, Marriage, self reflection
| Tags: Blessed, Grateful, Husband, Knight, Snow Day
What Now, Lord?! 