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Love and the Lawn
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January 16, 2022 by steph

No matter the time of year Tony’s lawn is meticulously groomed and green. I loved pulling in the drive at …
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Category: Death of a spouse, Faith, family, Hope, Life after a COVID loss, Love, Making the best of the worst, Marriage, self reflection, son, strength, Uncategorized | Tags: Blessed, family, God, Grateful, grief, Jesus, Lawn Mower, Loss, Love, prayer, son
Strength
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January 7, 2022 by steph

I’m lying here on my bed with tear-stained eyes, again, covered with a blanket I ordered myself for Christmas with …
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Category: Death of a spouse, Faith, Hope, Life after a COVID loss, Love, Making the best of the worst, Marriage, self reflection, strength, Uncategorized | Tags: Fear, God, grace, Jesus, Loss, Love, strength, surrender, tears, weakness
Do you see me?
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December 30, 2021 by steph

Oh boy…… What would people think of me if they saw me sitting on the floor of Tony’s closet with …
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Category: Death of a spouse, Faith, Hope, Love, Making the best of the worst, Marriage, self reflection, Uncategorized | Tags: Angry, Blessed, Death, Faith, Fear, God, Healing, Heart Broken, Hope, Jesus, Life, Love, Patience
Light in the Darkness
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December 28, 2021 by steph

As I sat with Tony day and night, I was in constant prayer. My prayers were for healing, for my …
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Category: Death of a spouse, Faith, Hope, Life after a COVID loss, Love, Making the best of the worst, Marriage, self reflection, Uncategorized | Tags: Beauty, Glory, Grateful, grief, Heaven, Light, Loss, Love, prayer, Support
Snow
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December 28, 2021 by steph

Tony and I lived in NE Washington for 7 years. We were about 95 miles outside of Spokane up close …
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Category: Death of a spouse, Faith, Hope, Life after a COVID loss, Love, Making the best of the worst, Marriage, self reflection | Tags: Blessed, Grateful, Husband, Knight, Snow Day
Tony went to Heaven and took the bungees with him.
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December 27, 2021 by steph

The forecast this week is for snow and freezing temps in the low 20s. My chickens have a warm place …
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Category: Death of a spouse, Faith, Life after a COVID loss, Making the best of the worst | Tags: covid, grief, Jesus, Loss, miracles, prayer, spouse

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